Jeanne

I believe I had met Jeanne before the party with Terri Lynn, but I can’t muster a single memory. All I know is Jeanne (pronounced JEE-nee) (like the genie who gets his lamp rubbed, only Jeanne won’t rub the lamp) arrived with Benji and Chris and Terri Lynn, ready to party. Jeanne will sit beside you and fellate you as if she’s doing housework, silently mopping the bathroom, dusting the bookcase, or sucking the dick in the bed. Only that’s me sliding in and out of this ladies’ thin tightly-wrapped lips, silent as a submarine. She could be asleep, or I could. Jeanne was Terri Lynn’s friend, and Chris’s friend, because she had a car, and a more-or-less legal license. She sucked dick too, but was no more interested in it than if she was pouring a beer or emptying an ashtray. Jeanne’s tweek was to puff huge amounts of rock and suck dick, both silently, always intaking a breath of air as if about to say something, but nothing came out. She loved to do one as much as she hated to do the other, so they effectively cancelled one another out.

Jeanne proffered her oral services to me several times, on several occasions, but I never climaxed from her ministrations. Jeanne and I were painfully honest. I hated sharing my cocaine with her, and she hated sucking my dick. We were even that way. Jeanne’s life was miserable, and she spread that misery around. She sucked my dick on at least six occasions. She never made me climax. I never felt an ounce of affection for Jeanne, nor did she for me. Sometimes I gave her rock to smoke when she didn’t need it at all. I knew she’d smoke it, because that’s what crack ho’s do, and smoking it made her less aware, less conscious, more tweaked. Sometimes it felt like I gave it to her to hurt her, like slapping her. Not to hurt her permanently, just for the night; I wanted to slap her for not sucking my dick the way I wanted, so I gave her so much crack to smoke she couldn’t possibly have sucked any dick. Jeanne was a victim, and a lot of people exploited her. One supreme cunt stole thousands from Jeanne, which is easily enough to ruin her financial future. A lot of people can and do hurt Jeanne who see a tough customer, cold fish, ice queen. I wish her nothing but blessings.